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I've been getting the sleep that I've needed. But lately I only dream of eturnal sleep. Where everything is perfect and nothing goes wrong. No one sings any sad songs. The more I dream, the more I want it to come true. Because I'm done with all the abuse! I'm tried of doing nothing right, and everyone beening made in my sights. So, to stop all that I do wrong, for the last time I'll sign my sad little song. Close my eyes and go to sleep, and stay in my perfect dream!

As you sliced my heart with a dull, rusty razor I watched as my own blood poured out in a river over your hand. You crushed it and I saw it fall like sand. All I could do is stand there with pain in my eyes and cry! I couldn't understand why you told me so many lies! Something that I failed at! I did everything wrong all along. Times up and I move on!

The answer to my pain, is the blood that I shade. I'm tired of people reminding me of my promises, I know what I said. I've become numb to the bone! I finally relized that I'm alone! To me, my life doesn't make sence anymore. Everyone has become a bore! They talk about the same ol' shit, and they take me down with it! All I want to say is "Fuck the World!" I've been become a depressed teenage girl! Death is the choose that I have made. I guess it is sad when you depend on the blade.

In the center of my soul, it's blacken.

Over the years it has darken!

Which I don't know why.

I nolonger want to die, but the pain's still there!

My core is just alittle darker then the black of my hair.

I thought all these feeling would fade, but I guess that just another mistake I made!

My anger hasn't changed!

I still have the same old stitches in my heart.

It was nearly torn apart.

Maybe the pain, I thought that was gone, is just repressed.

And all I am, still depressed.